Help me
I have fallen into apathy.
The waves crash against the syllables of my repetition
Spoken like a clear crystal-
Reflected and yet translucent.
There is no sympathy,
Just shock-
Vibrating underneath my deflated tires.
It’s a game
To see how far you can jump
Without hurting yourself.
To waste time away from “reality”
By creating your own.
Sometimes I wonder if I close my eyes,
I will feel the meaning of it all.
But only darkness remains.

I’m sipping strength from a straw-
Welcome to the real world.