all my life i will be waiting for you
you are my silver skies
making gray shift into blue.
wrap your hands around my heart
and tell me how these things will heal
like these tightly stitched ribbons
draped across my ugly hue.

tears of doubt fill the room
shameless,
im empty
scared to renew.
ive become to believe
that i am not real.
when i lie here in the cold
with thoughts of you.

every night
i set a table upon my bed
sheets of time
tumbling,
waiting for this feeling to crash
this moment of silence
to finally end.

i watch the shadows fall
a colorless dance,
a window of memories
my speciality,
that never seems to last.

so here i am
screaming from my eyes.
upsidedown emotions
are rampid,
flying in search of a key
that only you can find.